Senaste:
"Yes." Svarade hon och satte sig upp. "You know when I'm sleeping I am looking calm?" Jag nickade. "It's because in my dreams I feel free. I don't feel any pain. I just feel happiness like nothing's wrong. I always dream about you. We have a big house and two childrens that we both love. I don't have cancer anymore I am just being happy. I want the cancer to go away. I don't want to have this pain no more. I want it to go away." Sa hon och en ensam tår rann längs hennes kind. "I love you Harry and I am afraid that if I die you will just break down. I don't want to die. I want to live for the rest of my life with you. I want to lie next to you every single night."
"Alice don't talk." Sa jag och torkade bort hennes tårar. "I love you and I will always love you. You won't die you want to know why? Because you're a fighter. Just stay strong Alice."
"I love you too Harry. And just one small thing can you get my laptop?"
"Where is it?"
"On that desk." Sa hon och pekade på en byrå där hennes dator låg.
"I just want to let the world know." Sa hon och startade igång datorn.
"Are you sure about it?"
"Yes."
Alice's perspektiv:
Jag loggade in på twitter och öppnade upp rutan.
I have one thing to tell you guys that just my friends know about..
"Are you really sure now?" Frågade Harry.
"I am sure Harry. I have to."
Jag öppnade upp twitlonger och började skriva.
So I've had this like a secret for a long time now. So this is actually going to be a long letter for you guys. So here we go. It all started for three years ago. I was just this kid that loved life and everything was actually perfect. I had a mum and a dad and I was living in a big house and we had plenty of money. Not bragging about it. My mum was working as a teacher at a school and she actually got plenty of money. My dad was working in a own company and he got alot of money just from that. I was going in school and I got straight A:s. I was this little kid that loved school. Don't ask me why. But one day everything just fell down. My world chrashed. I was with my best friend Lexie and we were just talking about typical stuff like boys and stuff like that. I was feeling sick and I told her that I had to go home so I did and when I got home I just ran straight into the bathroom and I spend my night there. The next day I didn't go to school and my mum wasn't that happy about it. But what can you do when you're sick? So that day I was just spending it on the computer and after a while I was feeling unfresh so I took a shower and then I felt something. Something that I didn't know what it was. At first I didn't care i just thought it would go away so I didn't think about it. I went back in to my room and then I started to feel really crappy again. Yes crappy is my new word. Anyways I was home the whole week and felt like crap. But it was this one day when I decided to go to the hospital so they could see what lump it was. And then the news just hit me right in the face. My doctor told me that I had cancer. I just broke down in tears I didn't know what to do. He told me that everything was going to be alright but how could it be better? I remember that I ran home and that I told to mum and dad that I had cancer. They just yelled me out, they didin't care. They didn't care at all that I had cancer they were just yelling me out. They told me that they didn't wanted me in the house so I ran up to my room and packed my bags and I just escaped. I haven't talked to them now for three years and I don't want to either. So the news that I wanted to tell you all is that I have cancer. Now you all know. My parents haven't supporting me at all and I am working at a café and one day they came and thought that everything was over. They asked me for they're forgivness but I told them that I didn't want anyhing to do with them. They're not my parents. I have my friends that I know will always support me so thank you all so much. I love you all! And my beautiful boyfriend that always is here for me. I love you so so much Harry never forget that! Always and forever! xx And now that you guys know about this I really hope you don't judge me for it. I really do care about you all and I will always be here for all of you! I love you all!!xx
Jag tröck på tweet och pustade ut. "There I'm done now if you want to read it." Sa jag till Harry och han var snabb uppe med mobilen.
"There look on your mentions if you can find my tweet." Log Harry. Jag gjorde som han sa och tröck upp mina mentions efter en liten stund så läste jag hans tweet.
I love @aliceandersson so much! Never forget that Alice. You're a fighter and we will get through this together it might not be easy but I will always be there for you! I love you my princess! xxx
"Naaaw you're too cute." Sa jag och log brett.
"I know I'm famous for that." Sa han och vi skrattade.
Två veckor senare:
"Babe can you come and help me with one thing!" Ropade jag högt och Harry kom inspringandes.
"What is it?"
"What should I wear?" Frågade jag och tittade ut över sängen som det låg fullt med kläder på.
"We're just going out for a walk just take some pants and a comfy shirt on."
"No I wan't to have something pretty on."
"Just take that shirt and these jeans on then we can go." Sa han och räckte över kläderna. Jag tackade och tog snabbt på mig den stora vida skjortan och tog sedan på mig mina jeans. Jag gjorde en tummen upp och gick ut till Harry som stog i hallen och suckade. "Are you done now?" Frågade han och kollade på mig.
"I'm done. Let's go."
Senare:
"I really want some hot cocoa." Sa jag och riktade mina steg in till starbucks. "Why can't we ever be alone?" Sa jag och tittade ut mot alla papparazis som stog och tog kort förfullt.
"They don't know what privacy is so they never leave us alone." Sa han och la armen runt min midja och drog mig tätare till honom.
"But it's so annyoing with the flashes."
"Just ignore it babe. Now let's get something to drink."
Några minuter senare:
"Are you ready to go out now?" Frågade Harry och tog försiktigt tag i min hand.
"I'm ready." Log jag till svar och vi gick ut till den tjocka folkmassan. Ett privatliv fanns inte längre. Jag höll hårt i Harrys hand och höll samtidigt koll på min varm choklad så jag inte skulle tappa den.
"Harry! Harry smile for the camera!!" Skrek en papparazi medans en annan skrek mitt namn och försökte få kontakt med oss. En försökte till och med dra ner mig på marken. Vilket Harry inte vart direkt så glad över. Harry drog snabbt upp mig och vi kunde fortsätta gå.
"Alice how does it feel to have Harry as your boyfriend?" Frågade en kvinna runt fyrtio års åldern.
"Good." Svarade jag snabbt och följde efter Harry's steg.
"So you have cancer?" Frågade en annan. Harry kramade om min hand och kollade ner på mig med ett svagt leende.
"Yes that's true." Svarade jag och kände hur tårarna var sekunder iväg från att rinna. Jag trodde aldrig att jag skulle börja må så dåligt bara över att någon frågade men så vart det tydligen. Harry stannade upp och kollade på mig med en bekymrad min.
"Babe don't cry." Sa han och ofamnade mig i en varm kram. Jag kände hur tårarna sakta började rinna. Snabbt gömde jag mitt ansikte så att papparazin inte skulle få en bild på mig när jag grät. "I love you." Viskade Harry i mitt öra. "I love you too." Sa jag och kände hur han sakta släppte taget om mig och tog tag i min hand.
"Let's go home now." Sa han och vi började snabbt gå hemåt. Att ha någon som Harry i ens liv är helt ofattbart. Ha en som alltid stöttar en. Sviker aldrig och får en alltid på bättre humör. Harry betyder verkligen allting för mig. Allt han gör mig. Han betyder guld och jag är verkligen förälskad i honom.
Kort kapitel men har noll inspiration så ber om ursäkt för det :/ Kan finnas felstavningar men orkade inte rätta.
Hope you liked it! :)x